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Dream Diary

June 2025

C who is a tour manager in real life was in a band with me and my real life bandmate S. I worried about S driving the tour bus because it was unwieldy and the streets were snowy. He did fine though. At one point, C took over driving and was very very confident pulling to a parking spot that looked impossible. But we did it. In order to unload the gear for the show, we had to remove a few things from the bus that were in front of our gear. Two large antique looking mirrors, I carried those with ease into the venue. The other thing was a heavy exercise bike - S was struggling but I picked it up with ease. He seemed shocked and told me to be careful. Only when I put the bike down inside did I notice my arm felt like a muscle was pulled but it wasn’t too bad. In the venue, my partner and their bandmates and I all kicked a ball around together.
L, D, K, random friends... my phone was dying, they all wanted to meet at the park. doctors office...doctor wanted to help us get around insurance. parasite in the sink she said it would help us lose weight if we wanted. at work, cube of rainbow soap... blue and pink...turned into a wig K put on his head and the customers laughed
House in west, guys everywhere bring messy I threw their beer cans down one guy had knives and would not stop threatening us I wrestled the knives out of his hands, locking men out of my room H was there and I felt safer
3rd street house, talking to Faris badwan n also trying to wake up the rest of the horrors who were sleeping there plus An joined them
Giving 2 kittens a bath and wrapping them up in towels - being thorough to make sure they didn’t get too cold and become sick
Ay called me to go to dinner at her parents. I agreed but couldn’t tell her about J. When I called her back I asked for his number but she said no and that I should just show up. I confessed about our fight and she knew about it already and said he was expecting me
Climbing down between two skyscrapers to a march in the streets, pursuing Donald trump in the snow and throwing snow at him and E from work had a military style jeep
Fuzzy little creature raising sim, they kept multiplying and mom got me a new computer
Left 11 n 50th in the snow to go to my childhood home across the street in the snow, old pet rats were there, starving but alive, I carefully started to feed them. I took one in my hand and gave him some berries and he seemed to be ok. Then it changed to another house. Some guy was wearing my clothes and seemed to want to know me but I left. A and I were joking that we should be dating each other and not the two other people we were in the dream. Then a water slide park. I climbed up to try the slide but not the big scary parts. I woke up before going down the slide. There was something about a very confident older woman telling me the park was great and not to be afraid.
ChatGPT was put inside the body of a baby and my parents and I were raising her like a daughter, in a toddler voice it said “everybody asks me do this paper write this report - don’t they realize I’m kind of a baby!!”
Crossing a river on a boat with A
In a grocery store with D looking at a box of "Easter Egg PopTarts" before a gig
Working at fancy vegan restaurant with An and L and the chef came out screaming 'number 9 mozzarella sticks' and having a meltdown I quit and wrote a letter...customers liked me but the chef was too much
Guy gave me a Hawaiian shirt at my job, reminded me of A a bit. I gave him my card. Then mom dad and me were on our way to the airport to go to Hawaii but they changed into strangers. Then dad accidentally ran over some guys foot in a rush and he tried to speed off but he got caught and fined 2000 dollars
Binky had buttons in his ears that when pressed had a long Christian speech….shop rite marketplace, told parents to not let me touch my wallet…hiding from people
G’s ex N nightmare: she joined my industrial band and immediately wouldn’t leave G alone, got me stuck at “hazel house” which was a disgusting squat. there were homeless people everywhere like an encampment. she tried to lock me in her house than got on the roof of my car and tried to stop me from leaving. A wanted to pick me up but it was 5 am I was stuck in west Philly had to sleep there finally dad came to Philly to help me. Which is funny cause Dad would NEVER drive to Philly let alone that early and by himself. N’s parents fought a lot and the house was in disarray finally G wanted to walk home and I wanted to join. The whole thing felt like being stuck in a chaotic environment with an unstable person.
Mystery bandmate driving a van, was anxious and kept telling me to hold on and stay calm because the van kept tipping over slightly while he drove us - it felt precarious. We drove it through a tunnel and up stairways and stuff. When we got out, he was really upset that the “healthy food” got destroyed in the back of the van. I tried to comfort him saying I would get us more healthy food since he was driving. He seemed to calm down a little. Then we set up merch. G was there and we had shirts for other bands like The Yardbirds and Siekera and a girl came by to buy stuff. Some older guy was amused that we were selling more of bootleg merch of other bands than our own. I sat next to G and felt safe. Then the dream changed to me working at the old donut shop and J was there baking. The ave was very lively and car free. My dream coworker told me to give a sandwich to a guy in line on the house.
Tennessee with G, a dilapidated house the wood was soft and wet and breaking. Inside was better, lots of roommates…a coffee shop outside, I drank hot chocolate - tour vibes
Big crowd of people outside I thought bombs we’re going off but it was just fireworks, saw girls dressed really fancy - Am, C, and S were there.
Moved to Japan, big apartment warehouse, language barrier, buying snacks, mom was there. A big storm was coming. There was a 5th grade class in the building.
Fruitiger aero gas station/museum about eco-friendly fuel alternatives, guide was very talkative. A and I ate two strawberry cakes and smooshed them together
Was gonna hook up with this soft butch girl, she had a chart talking about our astrology but gave me a severe ick bc she kept saying we were 'mating'
My band had a show with a much much larger turnout than expected at a house show
W was coming back from the military, I told A to leave the house for a bit. W got on my bed and was crying that I shared the bed with another person and I said “W, we are not together” and he said “well as of right now we are not” and I was like “we haven’t been for years!?” he started drinking and called a therapist and was gonna check into a mental health facility. I called A back. I texted “I’m breaking up with A tonight you can come home”…W insisted this was his room and I was like “It’s MY house!”…it was like time was layered upon itself, overlapping my breakup with my ex husband with my current life with my partner
Mom and Dad kept procrastinating taking me to school, eventually they gave me the keys to the car but I couldn’t drive well. I kept driving the car back and forth. I tried stepping on the breaks but each time the car jerked and I got frustrated. The car kept morphing from like a tiny go cart to a race car to the Volkswagen Jetta my dad used to have. I was trying to get some food to take to school and my mom gave me a can of baked beans (which I hate) and I put it back in our pantry.
Cherry blossom trees everywhere, a rickety rope bridge high high above the ground...A helped me across. Then a tiger, strange fireworks, W and his wife invited us to their house
In church the person holds out a collection tray but wants items from the 90's instead of money, I place a tin of that bubblegum that looked like bandaids onto the tray
A beautiful woman but she had the head of a crocodile - in goth clothing I was 'shaping' her by pinching her and pulling her like clay to make her. Like making a sim in real life
Three little kids in my old apartment from third street opened the window of the room I grew up in and wanted to play, I gave them lollipops
A had to go to work and it was v mundane except it was taking place in my childhood bedroom where I was rearranging furniture

May 2025

I was young and apparently a different person. It was the 70s and I was at a loft party and John Lennon and Yoko Ono were there. Yoko didn't seem to like me. I danced and eventually Yoko danced with me and seemed to approve of me then. Then, I asked them why the music stopped and it was dawn. Everyone left the loft except for me, and then I was myself in real life. My friend J was there and it was their birthday, another acquaintance A came by and we both fell asleep on big soft couches.
A's friends G and S worked "down at the docks" - showed up and witnessed some kind of FF7 battle in real life
an art gallery pop-up being held at and abandoned McDonalds - stage show involving a cat jumping through doorways with an announcer...then, a gigantic room with a pool, a child kept trying to throw a toy in the deep end to make me go after it but I knew I couldn’t swim that deep water - mean girls trying to get me to say I liked some model guy when I didn't...
Talking to grandmom, I commented that the new floors looked nice in her house... she was skeptical and I joked that I was not wearing my glasses
going through a pink metal detector so i could enter some kinda Japanese museum/stationary gift shop
Trying to get dressed for work, new jeans turned into weird bondage pants with flared legs - I was confused because they had been regular jeans at first - a custoemr from work was there dressed in like Bo peep/Alice In Wonderland clothes
Walking along near the school at night. I was on the phone with my family when a bunch of military planes flew past me and in the distance I saw bombs being dropped. Dad told me to to get inside the school but there was an air of hopelessness as i crouched to the ground
I turned into a tiny Sim, giant hands placed a big console and I climbed it to jump on a button to launch a program
Handing L her coat and purse, I kneeled like a knight for some reason
A installing street lights to make the streets brighter at night just for me
Cafe where the woman who owned it kept agreeing and being nice but giving us the wrong items to a ridiculous level
Public bathroo maze - felt like backrooms

April 2025

In like a Target parking garage car elevator. The elevator malfunctioned and dropped the car onto the sales floor. Jennifer Coolidge was the target manager who scrambled to see if we were ok
A showing me a weird mobile game where there were like, disembodied zombie fingers moving around on screen and it had something to do with learning math. Then, in Hot Topic wih A looking for a gift for G and decided on a big resin bowl of ramen...Then, Titanium Daydream but it was like a survival horror game with a lot of Silent Hill type of gore.
There was some kind of emergency situation with the air being slowly poisoned...my family all got in a car but my sister wouldn’t come because she was meeting Bruce Springsteen at a "Milk Festival"...
Working at a restaurant, it was all the Bistro Huddy characters and I was a food runner and we were negotiating about how none of us wanted to deal with a strange ketchup bottle that looked like GOLB and was floating around the kitchen
A small turtle came out of the sink so I tried to make a habitat for it. It was cute with little waterfalls. Then I put on a backpack so I could walk all the way to Washington D.C. and my coworker was bummed that I was ditching work. It ended with me in an Indonesian restaurant with a bunch of dream friends.
Birthday party for cousin B. We set up the PS2 and were watching a Sims family on TV. Called an uber and it was a beat up pick up truck, switched to me running through Philly at night.
C was driving a big RV. A was dressed in an EGL outfit and Z was there, we went to an improv show but didn’t want to watch anyone. J won a million dollars on a lotto ticket.
Vegan activist left dead fish at my job and yelled at me that I was evil for working there (an airport) - I saved a chick from the grinder but cried bc I couldn’t save more. the chick was tiny and looked like keepon robot
I was showing my coworkers cats that all had their names
Lying on the ground in my grandparents yard... animals everywhere running and playing, a bunny sat on my chest
W had a dj booth set up outside Pratt house and was carrying a pink checkbook (like the kind i'd use at my serving gigs) full of pictures of me :( I focused on one photo which was of when I was blonde and in front of some row homes. J was in the house having coffee, I tried to tell him about W but he didn’t care
Found a cat in a cage and let him out
My giant stuffed snake came to life and was wriggling around the room
In an ill-fitting pantsuit, I was at C’s house and became allergic to her dog - got a neck rash, felt like a clown
Exploring big discount store, weird shirt and pens, had some random dream deadbeat boyfriend
In a band with A, we had dinner at some outdoor restaurant-some girl was flirting with them, A said they used to hookup, I accidentally got makeup on A's jacket - saw a beautiful girl with gold eye make up, she had interesting contacts that made her look like a cartoon with punchy the cat style eyes and our bandmate drove too fast
Unbothered about a mansion on fire
Singing in the shower. When I got out my sister said I sang well

March 2025

i worked at CVS with another ex-friend from childhood, she kept taking stuff from lost and found and was being admonished
ex friend M from childhood's likeness at a store - she had her own line of dolls that looked like her, some of the dolls blinked and sighed in the packaging
i lived alone in an air bnb in Florida with my cat Onyx, i started locking all the windows because there were signs someone tried to break in
new job at L's building, all once apartments turned to offices...someone asked me if dinosaurs were sentient...then the boss lady wanted to take me to a party but she was mad my legs weren't shaved. I had to use some used dull and hairy razor - it was gross and i kept accidentally cutting my legs
J addd to the group chat where we all talk about esoteric stuff, i'm texting on a Nintendo switch
kittens in the office, a fiddlehead ipa pack, mom dropped off the beer and kittens...2 random girls came to see the kittens but they didn’t adopt. Mom took them back. I called out sick from high school (!?) and A was disappointed in me
Godzilla is real and is destroying center city and nyc at the same time?? multiple godzillas? my partner and i discuss how it could possibly be real
watching someone on stage at TV Eye - he is acting really snobby to the crowd
Antarctica, all people seem to be moving there because of climate change...the weather is nice, I sit on a big with my dad and sister, i remember climbing up
i still have a key to my old job at a donut shop, i enter to get something i left or maybe i'm seeing if there's anything i can take when i notice a camera facing me from a closet - almost took bagels but left, blew a kiss to the camera and noticed a sign that said "no sitting" in the cafe
Talking to my deceased grandmother on the phone, at first I'm pretending to be someone else but she figures out who i am, i think...we discuss candles, i need to replace candles with white candles...
Living with LP and D, and many others in the woods...all seem to be young witches, I'm teaching them...I help F with a large cauldron in the woods
at my own wedding, i'm scolded by some older "Karen" type of woman - i don't seem to care. In the middle of the ceremony, M gets up and proposes to L - then, it switches to living with my partner and our friends G and A in a house that looks like my grandparents place
living in Honolulu in a hotel, I was a music teacher for little kids...there were pianos on every street corner. Our cat Camus tried to run outside, I picked him up and he clawed my face. Then, lots of fragments - my brother's baby clothes...a drawing comparing an ex to my current partner...the last apartment I lived in with my family...last thing I remember were getting these falafel-onigiri hybrid things at a convenience store
Walking a black dog, letting many black cats into my room...some were babies and mom was going to take them to get adopted. Then talking to a random woman about hardcore punk...looking at a big bowl of pens, the song As I Lay Me Down by Sophie B. Hawkins was playing.
LP dating an old "evil ex", tried to warn them but they were suspicious of me. Then at my dilapidated family house in the woods...I’m picking mushrooms and glowing berries - lastly, a school assembly where my ex-husband was giving a TED talk about being a tattoo artist (he was not a tattoo artist lol)
Godzilla shirt dress at the theater for sale, I wanted to buy it
took my iPod and walked away from everyone to listen to music, dropped it in a puddle but it still worked, walking through my hometown alongside the train tracks
my partner's birthday party...I collected 4 glasses from my room, ordered beer, then I'm working at a bar - L said she’d cover for me so I went outside. i planted 10 sunflowers that looked like Sonic 1 sunflowers, pulled 2 of them up and then L couldn’t cover for me afterall and FaceTimed me to show me her and her coworker in a swanky office
Looking through pictures of my younger sister when she was a baby at a restaurant eating nabeyaki udon
eating Girl Scout cookies...bridesmaids trip but old ex-friends TA and LD were there, both of them had bright pink hair
Venue/Vet office, I was cleaning pet food bowls...it looked like the old Best Buy break room from when I worked there in the mid 00's
A driving wildly in a parking lot - then Hello Kitty Island Adventure characters kept going to Hell, cursed game
Eagles parade ?? spray painting green Burger King burgers (like pretty patties lol)
a mysterious woman wanted to buy my boss a fancy table
some girl summoned a teenage scene boy's ghost via oujia board and they became best friends (this would be a cute comic or cartoon)
mom and i were exploring an abandoned church in the pine barrens - we could tell it was haunted but it was fine lol
some weird guy in a limo trying to hit on a supermodel looking woman - she kept rejecting him but he kept following her
A was driving really erratically and being super unlike themself - i had to keep grabbing the wheel and steering
at an arcade/build a bear in hawaii with A - the games were very silly
being pursued by some evil teenager - him and his friends were trying to kill me and this woman, i tried to hide her and her baby from him
iggy pop walks into a french cafe - tried to order a vegan sandwich but it had a ton of cheese on it
mom was trying to cuddle a bear and i had to help her escape from how angry it got (we avoided the bear successfully!)
doing yoga - i got very insecure about my body and skin
my grandparents house was immaculately clean again and my cousin who i haven't seen in years lived there, they had a rainbow couch
halloween costumes labelled "the year 2011"
C was djing a 60's soul dance night - i walked up and hit a button and the music turned into nightcore, then we were in a restaurant and the chef of this old ramen place i worked at was there and we started speaking in japanese, then there was a band meeting with S and G
it was the end of the world - bombs falling everywhere. people were dying all around me. some would survive for a time but then disappered later - it was one of those dreams that feel very long. i was with my partner but then they were killed in an attack - i had to link up with some crew that was trying to escape and i walked around the wreckage of our house crying. i picked up my leather jacket from high school and a locket with my partner's picture in it. i looked at my guitars and told myself i needed to let go of who i was and try to survive. i remember thinking "i had a family once" :( :( :( saddest dream ever!!
bojack horseman telling diane she was pretter in her 20s (shut up u stupid horse)
purse stuck inside of a big napkin dispenser, eating charcuterie with G and A, dad came over to say we needed to buy cat food
a very wealthy woman accusing me of stealing from her house, i was hired to clean it i guess
flying around in a minecraft-like world - some kind of crying angel statue thing was chasing me and i beat the shit out of it with my bare hands lmao
trying to hold the door closed while some unstable and violent man yelled from the other side
looking for a prom dress in walmart - what year was it? felt like 00's
a bunch of bridesmaids hanging out in a beautiful house, we left around midnight and it seemed like we were in some kind of night market with lots of korean food everywhere
i had a stalker who kept saying he was "Seiya Kou" (from Sailor Moon!?) come to life - later, I was a suspect in a murder

January + February 2025

standing on a beach, a surfer type of guy ran up to me to ask if i could watch his pet lion - the lion was very energetic but unruly, i was worried it would attack because it seemed overstimulated but it was ok
i was unlocking a bunch of apartment doors with a master key and seeing news about an election on old tvs in each one
my great aunt c was in the car with me and dad, i joined a church with them
an old ex-friend reached out to be in a band with me again, he touched my shoulder and i woke up kinda anxious
A and i had two kittens, each one was like a mini version of our two cats. those kittens morphed into human babies, one of them smiled at me and i felt very 'motherly'...A was feeding one, the other started speaking to me to tell me what they wanted to eat
i was watching myself in a crowd, i was carrying a large old school video camera and pointing it towards a bunch of punks running towards something through a big grassy field
praying at the base of a large tree - it had a tiny altar built into the trunk with little birthday candles - someone told me to go to a mountain, the name sounded like mt. "ko-koo-wo-ka"
very stark building - a version of 2 of my jobs. i poured a beer and got a message from someone that said "THIS IS WHY I LOVE SPOTIFY FUCK THINKING ABOUT A PLAYLIST" lol
studying japanese at a community center/library type of place - there was a big wheel of fortune type of game and i won a tamagotchi but it was haunted...some dream friends (no one i know irl) said i was being boring and we should go clubbing
J, A and I had a new house together and were going to turn it into a DIY venue
shopping with L - she had a magic lipstick that granted mysterious powers
a very peaceful feeling dream, long too: i was in batsto in a graveyard following a little toad around with a remote control. every time i pressed a button, it hopped. but it started hopping bigger and bigger jumps and i started to worry i would hurt it so i stopped.
when i looked up, there was a small fluffy orange kitten sleeping at a tombstone. i picked him up and he started to purr and cling to me, so i began to walk to look for food for him. through a dirt path, i found a small town.
there was a building with an elderly woman and a guy in his 30's/40's working at desks - the building was like an office/town center type of thing but very small. i asked for cat food, but they said they had to 'order it from the city and it wouldn't get there til tomorrow'...
they had some wet food because there were two other kittens there. all of the kittens ate food together, one of them was especially messy and tossed his food in the air to catch it in his mouth. i asked if i could stay at an inn somewhere and they said there wasn't one, but i could stay on their daybed.
i slept there and in the morning, the man offered me breakfast but his fridge was full of nothing but roast chicken instant ramen - i woke up while trying to say 'i can't eat chicken, but thank you..."
i was a cashier at a grocery store and when some girl gave me her ID, it had the address of a house i used to live at. when i told her i used to live there, she gave me a horrified look
in a strange little desert town, old west style, L warned me about quicksand + there were toads drying out so i watered them with a watering can.
also, my little brother was a child and bartending at an outdoor saloon. when i asked for a drink, he held a little dancing anime girl in his palm that was glitching out. also also, at some point i fell in the quicksand but it stopped halfway and i was able to get out
a big punk house had a bunch of free boxes on the steps. G, A and I noticed that there were guitars and a hello kitty rice maker and we tried to get them but others got to the stuff first
this kinda felt like i was playing a video game - a dragon/unicorn (it kept switching characters) was fighting a kaiju-sized giraffe-centaur-woman thing on a run down roller coaster that kept breaking and so the characters would fall and continue fighting on different levels
some kind of survival, post-apocalyptic situation - lots of us in a huge basement preparing to go above ground to hunt for food, my friend R was wearing a very impractical outfit and i was telling her she needed to change because her clothes would get ruined in the forest
at a pride parade where there were pastel rainbow fireworks going off, the president came out as a trans woman
a gigantic ferris wheel in the middle of philadelphia collapsed onto a neighborhood and flattened it
working in one of the restaurants i used to work at years ago, my old manager was making us try salsa and asked if the salsa was a person - would we marry it?
at a rave in a warehouse district by some docks - Rivers Cuomo was showing me something glowing in a dumpster
M had moved to Mexico and we were all going to visit her. A priest tried to stop me at the border, but accepted my passport. At M's, it was a beautiful and airy house. M and I were shocked to find that seeds we had forgotten about for 6 months in her garden had blossomed into a nice garden full of flowers and vegetables.
for some reason my industrial band was supposed to play a show with mac demarco lol and my friend L made breakfast that was like, cupcakes smashed in between waffles
my brother was reincarnated into a baby and i had to raise him - it seemed like it was the 90's again but things were off. there were ufos in the sky constantly (why do i keep dreaming about aliens and ufos lately??) and i kept having to evade my parents who kept fighting in front of the baby. at some point i handed my brother a sonic stuffed toy and asked if he remembered anything - in a baby voice he said he heard dad say "son, are you alright?"
walking through a walmart with my dad - the toy section was almost empty but there were random tamagotchis strewn about the shelves - none were the one i wanted tho
found a letter from chuck berry in the wine storage at my job
stuck inside of an old studio apartment that was getting smaller and smaller
it was the 60's and i was assigned to be a photographer for the beatles - it looked like a hard day's night era. half of the dream was in black and white! then it changed to me explaining the order of beatles movies to my co-worker R
i owed my mother a ton of money (v untrue in reality) and she was mad at me - wouldn't talk to me until i paid her back (v unlike her irl too)
i was working in a sports bar as a server and when i went to take this couple's order, the woman insisted i tell the kitchen to "make the clams casino vegan" - would not listen to me saying we couldn't do that
aliens in UFO, being chased by drones - looked like tall greys
aliens interrupting Super Bowl on TV - big alien head but small human eyes, message of peace
G flew a small plane to the jungle where me and him and S looked at plants
i was showing my grandfather snake stickers talking about joy and carried Binky outside where my dad was waiting for us, it was sunny in the yard
i was in a hotel where lots of rich people were living - all the housekeepers were painting the rooms with pastel sky colors and clouds and i was looking for an outlet