Dream Diary

edit of a ryou ramiya drawing

July 2025

  • A scary man chasing me all throughout abandoned center city, he had one of those big "pickle in a bag" snacks and was trying to threaten me with it??

    then it changed to me, dad and little brother going on a Pokemon adventure

  • Another Beatles dream. They were my friends, I was backstage. In the crowd, tons of little kids dancing. They all looked futuristic though, one had a cute TV backpack and looked very like...Zenon: Girl of the 21st Century

  • nintendo plushies. i brought a luigi over to a bowser plushie and he came to life, hugged luigi and said "hello"

  • Laying on the couch singing with John Lennon and Paul McCartney. We were singing "Because" together. but they looked like mid-1960s versions of themselves.

    Paul had a sister named Mary and she was driving me around to do errands. She was a scientist but told me she wasn't very good at her job. She ran a bunch of trashcans and recycling bins over because she lowkey hated this girl whose house we had to stop by...

    Then I'm waiting around, Ringo opened the door at my grandparents house for me to find all four waiting outside for me

  • Playing a Land of the Lustrous dating sim - zoomed in on a character that looked like Antarc but was called Diamond and Phos voice said "i'm in love with her!" (am i shipping now??)

  • zombie game. trying to save a little girl. i was an evil woman who could control zombies and they were obsessed with me?? i was like the mother of zombies.

    Then I was frantically saving laptops from a flooding school. grandmom was outside and smiled, said "u really like computers huh" and then i was lisa simpson

  • wedding gone wrong, it was a backyard affair in my grandparents woods. there was a neighbor having a birthday party next door and guests kept getting confused. no one was ready, everything was super disorganized. i asked the DJ to play Disintegration and when i walked down the aisle he played dubstep. dad had a blue tuxedo on but then changed into like, mad max bondage outfit...i was wearing a weird 2000s mini dress..a came out finally and was naked...we did our vows but it was hot and uncomfortable in the room and the guests were obviously weirded out. up too high by JAMC played as i woke up

  • 2 blonde brothers on bikes... dead mall, vending machine stuffed spider, money got stuck in the machine. house was a mess. talking shit w c and an

  • a dragon flying through south philly. trying to get to shelter, am and i saw the roofs being pulled off and the houses jumping up. when we got to her place the dragon morphed into a giant cat, she hugged the cat and it shrunk down to normal size.

    everyone in the basement of g's house watching madonna videos - he saw me come in and restarted the video for me. c and a jerk chicken restaurant.

    working at target and a troubled teen punched me on the head a few times. i had several bags and grabbed all of my important things cause i was gonna flee. popcorn machine. soda machine.

  • woke up next to someone from the past, in a hotel, a tiny room? Al was in another room being loud and drilling a hole into the ceiling. a mostly empty fairground with that person and his sister. trying the rides. a feeling of sadness.

    later, finn and marcelline. finn tries to take photos of marcelline but they don't turn out.

    i go to a fancy house, beautiful giant window. in a tree i see a cute fruit bat. i go to get my camera and the fruit bat is now a dog. the window is open and i put out my hand for the dog to lick when he starts talking to me and that's when i realize he is a gross man and not a dog at all. the man's sister comes out and explains to me that both he and i were wearing VR headsets and thay's what caused the illusions. i took off my glasses and thought about how that was impossible.

    later i am a sad teen. am and g go to a baseball game and i don't want to go but i sulk for some reason and wander around the town listening to brand new??

  • At a show with KORINE and going through their merch, they had these cute bunny earrings i wanted to buy but didn't...cooking salmon for me and dad (neither of us eat fish lol)

  • Working a wedding, bottle shop mixed with a warehouse. Had to jump down a hole with no stairs to get into the basement and take stuff back up through an elevator and winding halls. Mom was pregnant, had had another baby but said she "killed it" I told her “no you did not” bc I became lucid(!!).

    I tried to read a piece of paper and saw how the letters mostly didn’t make any sense. I noted that what my mom was saying was false. There was something else about me changing into different dresses. Lastly, James was at my grandmothers house and I said Aunt Janet was alive. She was pulling up to the driveway. I also saw grandmom...

  • Tamagotchis in a store, giant like backpacks but when I and a crowd of people tried to buy, they said they were all sold out and those were all preorders

  • K wanted to drive me home but drove towards a beach instead and I had plans with dad but had to cancel them, mom said we actually owned 12th street house and it was sitting vacant...

  • Reading a book but it was scary and had power to Hold me down physically, it spoke to me in a menacing way and I couldn't move.

  • Writing letter to my grandparents explaining I got assaulted but am ok. made grandmom an email account. An had nice cards...I saw many houses with big landmarks like pyramids and ornate statues driving around with mom

  • At a bar telling my boss I can’t keep working every weekend. Childhood friend KQ and his partner playing sims 4 at the bar. coach mcguirk??? Girl who played Truman’s wife was a pop star. Medieval festival. Guy dressed as a bear stalking her and N. I scared him off but he kept trying to come back and ask questions. 4 guys. They wanted to steal my laptop and hard drive, iPad and iPhone but I managed to make friends and leave unscathed.

  • A bridge where Kurt Cobain "died" - a beautiful bridge in a foggy forest. An met me on the bridge and we talked about his death. At one point a little kid said to his dad that he wanted to die too and the dad picked him up and held him and asked if he knew what he was saying.

    An was disgusted at some gross meal left behind on the bridge. Earlier I had dropped “my parents” off in center city and I had to drive home. I drove and parked the car confidently even in a tight space with pedestrians everywhere.

  • Riding bikes with C, L, G and others trying to get downtown. My little brother was there, and while trying to keep an eye on him I split off from the others and tried to ride the bike up a crowded staircase. He wanted to meet at the top, it was hard to get through and I kept apologizing to people on my way up.

  • Tamagotchi paradise...library, buying books. Went to bathroom, discovered basement elevator to some kind of fashion party. Devil Wears Prada-esque "boss" and an assistant went to to a makeup table. I smeared black glitter on it.

    Then it was the 2010s and then a basement full of computers and only two staff. I asked if could work there cause I said “I love computers and don’t like people that much."

  • Haunted Stardew Valley meets analog horror undertale - kept using a spear to kill a ghost NPC and they kept regenerating and finding me

  • One of my bosses in the basement giving away antiques, medieval mugs…

    Then some kind of apocalypse happening, people pointed up to the sky and there was a plane and a boat frozen. This was near the 7-11 and old hospital building back in my hometown. Everyone rose up into the sky. Some one sang the words "We Are, We Are, We Are!" and then everyone was singing it, like a choir...

    But as I am floating up, I see a bright light and a smiling face made out of fire, it feels like life "resets". As if nothing had happened. And suddenly I’m young living with my parents and discussing all each having our own room with my siblings. In real life, we never had our own rooms. My little brother wanted to play catch with me.

June 2025

  • C who is a tour manager in real life was in a band with me and my real life bandmate S.

    I worried about S driving the tour bus because it was unwieldy and the streets were snowy. He did fine though. At one point, C took over driving and was very very confident pulling to a parking spot that looked impossible. But we did it. In order to unload the gear for the show, we had to remove a few things from the bus that were in front of our gear.

    Two large antique looking mirrors, I carried those with ease into the venue. The other thing was a heavy exercise bike - S was struggling but I picked it up with ease. He seemed shocked and told me to be careful. Only when I put the bike down inside did I notice my arm felt like a muscle was pulled but it wasn’t too bad. In the venue, my partner and their bandmates and I all kicked a ball around together.

  • L, D, K, random friends... my phone was dying, they all wanted to meet at the park. doctors office...doctor wanted to help us get around insurance. parasite in the sink she said it would help us lose weight if we wanted. at work, cube of rainbow soap... blue and pink...turned into a wig K put on his head and the customers laughed

  • House in west, guys everywhere bring messy I threw their beer cans down one guy had knives and would not stop threatening us I wrestled the knives out of his hands, locking men out of my room H was there and I felt safer

  • 3rd street house, talking to Faris Badwan n also trying to wake up the rest of the horrors who were sleeping there plus An joined them

  • Giving 2 kittens a bath and wrapping them up in towels - being thorough to make sure they didn’t get too cold and become sick

  • Ay called me to go to dinner at her parents. I agreed but couldn’t tell her about J. When I called her back I asked for his number but she said no and that I should just show up. I confessed about our fight and she knew about it already and said he was expecting me

  • Climbing down between two skyscrapers to a march in the streets, pursuing Donald trump in the snow and throwing snow at him and E from work had a military style jeep

  • Fuzzy little creature raising sim, they kept multiplying and mom got me a new computer

  • Left 11 n 50th in the snow to go to my childhood home across the street in the snow, old pet rats were there, starving but alive, I carefully started to feed them. I took one in my hand and gave him some berries and he seemed to be ok.

    Then it changed to another house. Some guy was wearing my clothes and seemed to want to know me but I left. A and I were joking that we should be dating each other and not the two other people we were in the dream.

    Then a water slide park. I climbed up to try the slide but not the big scary parts. I woke up before going down the slide. There was something about a very confident older woman telling me the park was great and not to be afraid.

  • ChatGPT was put inside the body of a baby and my parents and I were raising her like a daughter, in a toddler voice it said “everybody asks me do this paper write this report - don’t they realize I’m kind of a baby!!”

  • Crossing a river on a boat with A

  • In a grocery store with D looking at a box of "Easter Egg PopTarts" before a gig

  • Working at fancy vegan restaurant with An and L and the chef came out screaming 'number 9 mozzarella sticks' and having a meltdown I quit and wrote a letter...customers liked me but the chef was too much

  • Guy gave me a Hawaiian shirt at my job, reminded me of A a bit. I gave him my card. Then mom dad and me were on our way to the airport to go to Hawaii but they changed into strangers. Then dad accidentally ran over some guys foot in a rush and he tried to speed off but he got caught and fined 2000 dollars

  • Binky had buttons in his ears that when pressed had a long Christian speech….shop rite marketplace, told parents to not let me touch my wallet…hiding from people

  • G’s ex N nightmare: she joined my industrial band and immediately wouldn’t leave G alone, got me stuck at “hazel house” which was a disgusting squat. there were homeless people everywhere like an encampment. she tried to lock me in her house than got on the roof of my car and tried to stop me from leaving.

    A wanted to pick me up but it was 5 am I was stuck in west Philly had to sleep there finally dad came to Philly to help me. Which is funny cause Dad would NEVER drive to Philly let alone that early and by himself.

    N’s parents fought a lot and the house was in disarray finally G wanted to walk home and I wanted to join. The whole thing felt like being stuck in a chaotic environment with an unstable person.

  • Mystery bandmate driving a van, was anxious and kept telling me to hold on and stay calm because the van kept tipping over slightly while he drove us - it felt precarious. We drove it through a tunnel and up stairways and stuff. When we got out, he was really upset that the “healthy food” got destroyed in the back of the van. I tried to comfort him saying I would get us more healthy food since he was driving. He seemed to calm down a little.

    Then we set up merch. G was there and we had shirts for other bands like The Yardbirds and Siekera and a girl came by to buy stuff. Some older guy was amused that we were selling more of bootleg merch of other bands than our own. I sat next to G and felt safe. Then the dream changed to me working at the old donut shop and J was there baking. The ave was very lively and car free. My dream coworker told me to give a sandwich to a guy in line on the house.

  • Tennessee with G, a dilapidated house the wood was soft and wet and breaking. Inside was better, lots of roommates…a coffee shop outside, I drank hot chocolate - tour vibes

  • Big crowd of people outside I thought bombs we’re going off but it was just fireworks, saw girls dressed really fancy - Am, C, and S were there.

  • Moved to Japan, big apartment warehouse, language barrier, buying snacks, mom was there. A big storm was coming. There was a 5th grade class in the building.

  • Fruitiger aero gas station/museum about eco-friendly fuel alternatives, guide was very talkative. A and I ate two strawberry cakes and smooshed them together

  • Was gonna hook up with this soft butch girl, she had a chart talking about our astrology but gave me a severe ick bc she kept saying we were 'mating'

  • My band had a show with a much much larger turnout than expected at a house show

  • W was coming back from the military, I told A to leave the house for a bit. W got on my bed and was crying that I shared the bed with another person and I said “W, we are not together” and he said “well as of right now we are not” and I was like “we haven’t been for years!?” he started drinking and called a therapist and was gonna check into a mental health facility.

    I called A back. I texted “I’m breaking up with W tonight you can come home”…W insisted this was his room and I was like “It’s MY house!”…it was like time was layered upon itself, overlapping my breakup with my ex husband with my current life with my partner

  • Mom and Dad kept procrastinating taking me to school, eventually they gave me the keys to the car but I couldn’t drive well. I kept driving the car back and forth. I tried stepping on the breaks but each time the car jerked and I got frustrated. The car kept morphing from like a tiny go cart to a race car to the Volkswagen Jetta my dad used to have.

    I was trying to get some food to take to school and my mom gave me a can of baked beans (which I hate) and I put it back in our pantry.

  • Cherry blossom trees everywhere, a rickety rope bridge high high above the ground...A helped me across. Then a tiger, strange fireworks, W and his wife invited us to their house

  • In church the person holds out a collection tray but wants items from the 90's instead of money, I place a tin of that bubblegum that looked like bandaids onto the tray

  • A beautiful woman but she had the head of a crocodile - in goth clothing I was 'shaping' her by pinching her and pulling her like clay to make her. Like making a sim in real life

  • Three little kids in my old apartment from third street opened the window of the room I grew up in and wanted to play, I gave them lollipops

  • A had to go to work and it was v mundane except it was taking place in my childhood bedroom where I was rearranging furniture

May 2025

  • I was young and apparently a different person. It was the 70s and I was at a loft party and John Lennon and Yoko Ono were there. Yoko didn't seem to like me. I danced and eventually Yoko danced with me and seemed to approve of me then.

    Then, I asked them why the music stopped and it was dawn. Everyone left the loft except for me, and then I was myself in real life. My friend J was there and it was their birthday, another acquaintance A came by and we both fell asleep on big soft couches.

  • A's friends G and S worked "down at the docks" - showed up and witnessed some kind of FF7 battle in real life

  • an art gallery pop-up being held at and abandoned McDonalds - stage show involving a cat jumping through doorways with an announcer...

    then, a gigantic room with a pool, a child kept trying to throw a toy in the deep end to make me go after it but I knew I couldn’t swim that deep water - mean girls trying to get me to say I liked some model guy when I didn't...

  • Talking to grandmom, I commented that the new floors looked nice in her house... she was skeptical and I joked that I was not wearing my glasses

  • going through a pink metal detector so i could enter some kinda Japanese museum/stationary gift shop

  • Trying to get dressed for work, new jeans turned into weird bondage pants with flared legs - I was confused because they had been regular jeans at first - a custoemr from work was there dressed in like Bo peep/Alice In Wonderland clothes

  • Walking along near the school at night. I was on the phone with my family when a bunch of military planes flew past me and in the distance I saw bombs being dropped. Dad told me to to get inside the school but there was an air of hopelessness as i crouched to the ground

  • I turned into a tiny Sim, giant hands placed a big console and I climbed it to jump on a button to launch a program

  • Handing L her coat and purse, I kneeled like a knight for some reason

  • A installing street lights to make the streets brighter at night just for me

  • Cafe where the woman who owned it kept agreeing and being nice but giving us the wrong items to a ridiculous level

  • Public bathroom maze - felt like backrooms

April 2025

  • In like a Target parking garage car elevator. The elevator malfunctioned and dropped the car onto the sales floor. Jennifer Coolidge was the target manager who scrambled to see if we were ok

  • A showing me a weird mobile game where there were like, disembodied zombie fingers moving around on screen and it had something to do with learning math.

    Then, in Hot Topic wih A looking for a gift for G and decided on a big resin bowl of ramen...Then, Titanium Daydream but it was like a survival horror game with a lot of Silent Hill type of gore.

  • There was some kind of emergency situation with the air being slowly poisoned...my family all got in a car but my sister wouldn’t come because she was meeting Bruce Springsteen at a "Milk Festival"...

  • Working at a restaurant, it was all the Bistro Huddy characters and I was a food runner and we were negotiating about how none of us wanted to deal with a strange ketchup bottle that looked like GOLB and was floating around the kitchen

  • A small turtle came out of the sink so I tried to make a habitat for it. It was cute with little waterfalls. Then I put on a backpack so I could walk all the way to Washington D.C. and my coworker was bummed that I was ditching work. It ended with me in an Indonesian restaurant with a bunch of dream friends.

  • Birthday party for cousin B. We set up the PS2 and were watching a Sims family on TV. Called an uber and it was a beat up pick up truck, switched to me running through Philly at night.

  • C was driving a big RV. A was dressed in an EGL outfit and Z was there, we went to an improv show but didn’t want to watch anyone. J won a million dollars on a lotto ticket.

  • Vegan activist left dead fish at my job and yelled at me that I was evil for working there (an airport) - I saved a chick from the grinder but cried bc I couldn’t save more. the chick was tiny and looked like keepon robot

  • I was showing my coworkers cats that all had their names

  • Lying on the ground in my grandparents yard... animals everywhere running and playing, a bunny sat on my chest

  • W had a dj booth set up outside Pratt house and was carrying a pink checkbook (like the kind i'd use at my serving gigs) full of pictures of me :( I focused on one photo which was of when I was blonde and in front of some row homes. J was in the house having coffee, I tried to tell him about W but he didn’t care

  • Found a cat in a cage and let him out

  • My giant stuffed snake came to life and was wriggling around the room

  • In an ill-fitting pantsuit, I was at C’s house and became allergic to her dog - got a neck rash, felt like a clown

  • Exploring big discount store, weird shirt and pens, had some random dream deadbeat boyfriend

  • In a band with A, we had dinner at some outdoor restaurant-some girl was flirting with them, A said they used to hookup, I accidentally got makeup on A's jacket - saw a beautiful girl with gold eye make up, she had interesting contacts that made her look like a cartoon with punchy the cat style eyes and our bandmate drove too fast

  • Unbothered about a mansion on fire

  • Singing in the shower. When I got out my sister said I sang well

March 2025

  • i worked at CVS with another ex-friend from childhood, she kept taking stuff from lost and found and was being admonished

  • ex friend M from childhood's likeness at a store - she had her own line of dolls that looked like her, some of the dolls blinked and sighed in the packaging

  • i lived alone in an air bnb in Florida with my cat Onyx, i started locking all the windows because there were signs someone tried to break in

  • new job at L's building, all once apartments turned to offices...someone asked me if dinosaurs were sentient...then the boss lady wanted to take me to a party but she was mad my legs weren't shaved. I had to use some used dull and hairy razor - it was gross and i kept accidentally cutting my legs

  • J addd to the group chat where we all talk about esoteric stuff, i'm texting on a Nintendo switch

  • kittens in the office, a fiddlehead ipa pack, mom dropped off the beer and kittens...2 random girls came to see the kittens but they didn’t adopt. Mom took them back. I called out sick from high school (!?) and A was disappointed in me

  • Godzilla is real and is destroying center city and nyc at the same time?? multiple godzillas? my partner and i discuss how it could possibly be real

  • watching someone on stage at TV Eye - he is acting really snobby to the crowd

  • Antarctica, all people seem to be moving there because of climate change...the weather is nice, I sit on a big with my dad and sister, i remember climbing up

  • i still have a key to my old job at a donut shop, i enter to get something i left or maybe i'm seeing if there's anything i can take when i notice a camera facing me from a closet - almost took bagels but left, blew a kiss to the camera and noticed a sign that said "no sitting" in the cafe

  • Talking to my deceased grandmother on the phone, at first I'm pretending to be someone else but she figures out who i am, i think...we discuss candles, i need to replace candles with white candles...

  • Living with LP and D, and many others in the woods...all seem to be young witches, I'm teaching them...I help F with a large cauldron in the woods

  • at my own wedding, i'm scolded by some older "Karen" type of woman - i don't seem to care. In the middle of the ceremony, M gets up and proposes to L - then, it switches to living with my partner and our friends G and A in a house that looks like my grandparents place

  • living in Honolulu in a hotel, I was a music teacher for little kids...there were pianos on every street corner. Our cat Camus tried to run outside, I picked him up and he clawed my face.

    Then, lots of fragments - my brother's baby clothes...a drawing comparing an ex to my current partner...the last apartment I lived in with my family...last thing I remember were getting these falafel-onigiri hybrid things at a convenience store

  • Walking a black dog, letting many black cats into my room...some were babies and mom was going to take them to get adopted. Then talking to a random woman about hardcore punk...looking at a big bowl of pens, the song As I Lay Me Down by Sophie B. Hawkins was playing.

  • LP dating an old "evil ex", tried to warn them but they were suspicious of me. Then at my dilapidated family house in the woods...I’m picking mushrooms and glowing berries - lastly, a school assembly where my ex-husband was giving a TED talk about being a tattoo artist (he was not a tattoo artist lol)

  • Godzilla shirt dress at the theater for sale, I wanted to buy it

  • took my iPod and walked away from everyone to listen to music, dropped it in a puddle but it still worked, walking through my hometown alongside the train tracks

  • my partner's birthday party...I collected 4 glasses from my room, ordered beer, then I'm working at a bar - L said she’d cover for me so I went outside.

    i planted 10 sunflowers that looked like Sonic 1 sunflowers, pulled 2 of them up and then L couldn’t cover for me afterall and FaceTimed me to show me her and her coworker in a swanky office

  • Looking through pictures of my younger sister when she was a baby at a restaurant eating nabeyaki udon

  • eating Girl Scout cookies...bridesmaids trip but old ex-friends TA and LD were there, both of them had bright pink hair

  • Venue/Vet office, I was cleaning pet food bowls...it looked like the old Best Buy break room from when I worked there in the mid 00's

  • A driving wildly in a parking lot - then Hello Kitty Island Adventure characters kept going to Hell, cursed game

  • Eagles parade ?? spray painting green Burger King burgers (like pretty patties lol)

  • a mysterious woman wanted to buy my boss a fancy table

  • some girl summoned a teenage scene boy's ghost via oujia board and they became best friends (this would be a cute comic or cartoon)

  • mom and i were exploring an abandoned church in the pine barrens - we could tell it was haunted but it was fine lol

  • some weird guy in a limo trying to hit on a supermodel looking woman - she kept rejecting him but he kept following her

  • A was driving really erratically and being super unlike themself - i had to keep grabbing the wheel and steering

  • at an arcade/build a bear in hawaii with A - the games were very silly

  • being pursued by some evil teenager - him and his friends were trying to kill me and this woman, i tried to hide her and her baby from him

  • iggy pop walks into a french cafe - tried to order a vegan sandwich but it had a ton of cheese on it

  • mom was trying to cuddle a bear and i had to help her escape from how angry it got (we avoided the bear successfully!)

  • doing yoga - i got very insecure about my body and skin

  • my grandparents house was immaculately clean again and my cousin who i haven't seen in years lived there, they had a rainbow couch

  • halloween costumes labelled "the year 2011"

  • C was djing a 60's soul dance night - i walked up and hit a button and the music turned into nightcore, then we were in a restaurant and the chef of this old ramen place i worked at was there and we started speaking in japanese, then there was a band meeting with S and G

  • it was the end of the world - bombs falling everywhere. people were dying all around me. some would survive for a time but then disappered later -

    it was one of those dreams that feel very long. i was with my partner but then they were killed in an attack - i had to link up with some crew that was trying to escape and i walked around the wreckage of our house crying.

    i picked up my leather jacket from high school and a locket with my partner's picture in it. i looked at my guitars and told myself i needed to let go of who i was and try to survive. i remember thinking "i had a family once" :( :( :( saddest dream ever!!

  • bojack horseman telling diane she was pretter in her 20s (shut up u stupid horse)

  • purse stuck inside of a big napkin dispenser, eating charcuterie with G and A, dad came over to say we needed to buy cat food

  • a very wealthy woman accusing me of stealing from her house, i was hired to clean it i guess

  • flying around in a minecraft-like world - some kind of crying angel statue thing was chasing me and i beat the shit out of it with my bare hands lmao

  • trying to hold the door closed while some unstable and violent man yelled from the other side

  • looking for a prom dress in walmart - what year was it? felt like 00's

  • a bunch of bridesmaids hanging out in a beautiful house, we left around midnight and it seemed like we were in some kind of night market with lots of korean food everywhere

  • i had a stalker who kept saying he was "Seiya Kou" (from Sailor Moon!?) come to life - later, I was a suspect in a murder

January + February 2025

  • standing on a beach, a surfer type of guy ran up to me to ask if i could watch his pet lion - the lion was very energetic but unruly, i was worried it would attack because it seemed overstimulated but it was ok

  • i was unlocking a bunch of apartment doors with a master key and seeing news about an election on old tvs in each one

  • my great aunt c was in the car with me and dad, i joined a church with them

  • an old ex-friend reached out to be in a band with me again, he touched my shoulder and i woke up kinda anxious

  • A and i had two kittens, each one was like a mini version of our two cats. those kittens morphed into human babies, one of them smiled at me and i felt very 'motherly'...A was feeding one, the other started speaking to me to tell me what they wanted to eat

  • i was watching myself in a crowd, i was carrying a large old school video camera and pointing it towards a bunch of punks running towards something through a big grassy field

  • praying at the base of a large tree - it had a tiny altar built into the trunk with little birthday candles - someone told me to go to a mountain, the name sounded like mt. "ko-koo-wo-ka"

  • very stark building - a version of 2 of my jobs. i poured a beer and got a message from someone that said "THIS IS WHY I LOVE SPOTIFY FUCK THINKING ABOUT A PLAYLIST" lol

  • studying japanese at a community center/library type of place - there was a big wheel of fortune type of game and i won a tamagotchi but it was haunted...some dream friends (no one i know irl) said i was being boring and we should go clubbing

  • J, A and I had a new house together and were going to turn it into a DIY venue

  • shopping with L - she had a magic lipstick that granted mysterious powers

  • a very peaceful feeling dream, long too: i was in batsto in a graveyard following a little toad around with a remote control. every time i pressed a button, it hopped. but it started hopping bigger and bigger jumps and i started to worry i would hurt it so i stopped.

    when i looked up, there was a small fluffy orange kitten sleeping at a tombstone. i picked him up and he started to purr and cling to me, so i began to walk to look for food for him. through a dirt path, i found a small town.

    there was a building with an elderly woman and a guy in his 30's/40's working at desks - the building was like an office/town center type of thing but very small. i asked for cat food, but they said they had to 'order it from the city and it wouldn't get there til tomorrow'...

    they had some wet food because there were two other kittens there. all of the kittens ate food together, one of them was especially messy and tossed his food in the air to catch it in his mouth. i asked if i could stay at an inn somewhere and they said there wasn't one, but i could stay on their daybed.

    i slept there and in the morning, the man offered me breakfast but his fridge was full of nothing but roast chicken instant ramen - i woke up while trying to say 'i can't eat chicken, but thank you..."

  • i was a cashier at a grocery store and when some girl gave me her ID, it had the address of a house i used to live at. when i told her i used to live there, she gave me a horrified look

  • in a strange little desert town, old west style, L warned me about quicksand + there were toads drying out so i watered them with a watering can.

    also, my little brother was a child and bartending at an outdoor saloon. when i asked for a drink, he held a little dancing anime girl in his palm that was glitching out. also also, at some point i fell in the quicksand but it stopped halfway and i was able to get out

  • a big punk house had a bunch of free boxes on the steps. G, A and I noticed that there were guitars and a hello kitty rice maker and we tried to get them but others got to the stuff first

  • this kinda felt like i was playing a video game - a dragon/unicorn (it kept switching characters) was fighting a kaiju-sized giraffe-centaur-woman thing on a run down roller coaster that kept breaking and so the characters would fall and continue fighting on different levels

  • some kind of survival, post-apocalyptic situation - lots of us in a huge basement preparing to go above ground to hunt for food, my friend R was wearing a very impractical outfit and i was telling her she needed to change because her clothes would get ruined in the forest

  • at a pride parade where there were pastel rainbow fireworks going off, the president came out as a trans woman

  • a gigantic ferris wheel in the middle of philadelphia collapsed onto a neighborhood and flattened it

  • working in one of the restaurants i used to work at years ago, my old manager was making us try salsa and asked if the salsa was a person - would we marry it?

  • at a rave in a warehouse district by some docks - Rivers Cuomo was showing me something glowing in a dumpster

  • M had moved to Mexico and we were all going to visit her. A priest tried to stop me at the border, but accepted my passport. At M's, it was a beautiful and airy house. M and I were shocked to find that seeds we had forgotten about for 6 months in her garden had blossomed into a nice garden full of flowers and vegetables.

  • for some reason my industrial band was supposed to play a show with mac demarco lol and my friend L made breakfast that was like, cupcakes smashed in between waffles

  • my brother was reincarnated into a baby and i had to raise him - it seemed like it was the 90's again but things were off. there were ufos in the sky constantly (why do i keep dreaming about aliens and ufos lately??) and i kept having to evade my parents who kept fighting in front of the baby.

    at some point i handed my brother a sonic stuffed toy and asked if he remembered anything - in a baby voice he said he heard dad say "son, are you alright?"

  • walking through a walmart with my dad - the toy section was almost empty but there were random tamagotchis strewn about the shelves - none were the one i wanted tho

  • found a letter from chuck berry in the wine storage at my job

  • stuck inside of an old studio apartment that was getting smaller and smaller

  • it was the 60's and i was assigned to be a photographer for the beatles - it looked like a hard day's night era. half of the dream was in black and white! then it changed to me explaining the order of beatles movies to my co-worker R

  • i owed my mother a ton of money (v untrue in reality) and she was mad at me - wouldn't talk to me until i paid her back (v unlike her irl too)

  • i was working in a sports bar as a server and when i went to take this couple's order, the woman insisted i tell the kitchen to "make the clams casino vegan" - would not listen to me saying we couldn't do that

  • aliens in UFO, being chased by drones - looked like tall greys

  • aliens interrupting Super Bowl on TV - big alien head but small human eyes, message of peace

  • G flew a small plane to the jungle where me and him and S looked at plants

  • i was showing my grandfather snake stickers talking about joy and carried Binky outside where my dad was waiting for us, it was sunny in the yard

  • i was in a hotel where lots of rich people were living - all the housekeepers were painting the rooms with pastel sky colors and clouds and i was looking for an outlet